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Hokay..today was a very very fast day.I remember waking up at 10.30am and and now os 10.57pm. Time really can past very well. Especially this year. So was at patti's (grandma's) place today. I brought here down to relax for a while. She's too bored at home , and makes alota noise. Then took my lunch at 2. And started using my laptop.
Trust me the minute i start using my laptop, i'll take a long long long time to switch it off but nowdays i'm feeling weird. I dun do whati normally do. Like eveything is changing. I dont really bother calling or msging unless really needed. And i prefer being alone nowdays. Cause i get to think about only me and what i want when i'm alone. Just about me.(&______ )
And i dunno why i;m having this phrase running on my mind for the whole day.
' Butches can be real Bitches! '. Gosh its just runnig in my head. Hmm then i talked to my dear reddy on the phone. She actually studied by her own initiative today. Everything's weird today.
Yeah and reddy and i did discuss some stuff together. Thinking abt my fututre ahead. I dunno whether i should panick or worry or stay cool. As in its too complicated. I dunno why i cant get convinced in this. Its just at times i go i'll marry a dude for my dad and at times 'i'll marry a woman for myself'..too complicated. I mean am i supposed to just like swaying my arms and wait for the future to decide what's for me or i make the decision? i'm just scratching my head. It doenst help but just adds on to making my hair shorter.
Aiyo it has been months ever since i touched alcohol or smoked. Like i'm proud of myself and at the same time killing myself. Just trying to stay in the good side. I think i'll give up soon lah.
I really miss spending time talking on the phone wuth everyone. AMMA! okay i'm going crazy. So forget it. I'll just end my blog with this' I AM F***IN BORED! '.hold my hand and, you'll never be lost