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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
5:34 PM

REDBULL'S JUST SO AWSOME.


5:18 PM

Okay. I am planning to not link anybody aready lah. Its like so many ppl change their add and when i go to their lnik only i get to know that their link has expired or wdv shit. And when i tried to delete all the links ,i almost got my blogger deleted.haha

okay maybe i'm the normal human afterall. its just that when i get angry and nobody consoles me on the spot i do something really stupid.i dunnoe why.its just like that ,i part of me. my temper has always been leading me to things i and others never imagined could be done. quite ashamed. and i was just being an asshole.and i'm afraid things wouldn't be the same. but i've got some reasons to back me up which i guess would help.

And emm. pls dun try msging me cause i can assure you you wont get a reply till friday. promise. but i never ever decline or disapproce of any chats.=)

i wish things will become alright and the same. blogging abt things is just not the solution. just have to let my head fall south and be silent. I still love you.

And talking abt love..hmm.. forget it lah. ur're just pissingme off.

And ange's dialogue whenever she's me
Ange: durga i din do anything ____ is just ____.
me: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
ange: you laugh so gayy
me:still laughing like mad
ange:puthagam ellam kadavul mathiri.(books are like god)[sacarastic]
me: hahahaha ( even more gay)


i just keep on blaming indians for everything i so dunnoe why.despite being an indian, i find some thiings they do totally stupid and embarassing. aiyoo.
=)


Sunday, September 27, 2009
time
11:47 PM

Gosh why is everyone moving to tumblur??? -.-
my hair is growing too fast. and i don like that.
exams. exams. exams. kadavulae. i just hate this time.


Wednesday, September 23, 2009
bb
11:21 PM

Guyss msn spoilt/jammed. I give up trying several times too.So techincally gonna be away for weeks unless tasks and assignments are given.Damn tired. Lacking of sleep and i wanna finish my eoy's before anything else. Sarah Sahi rocks and so does kajol(being random) but i've no other way to communicate other than fb which i'm quite bored of too.Haha , alright that's it and ppl stay good. Durga


hold my hand and, you'll never be lost


Monday, September 21, 2009
10:45 PM

Hokay..today was a very very fast day.I remember waking up at 10.30am and and now os 10.57pm. Time really can past very well. Especially this year. So was at patti's (grandma's) place today. I brought here down to relax for a while. She's too bored at home , and makes alota noise. Then took my lunch at 2. And started using my laptop.

Trust me the minute i start using my laptop, i'll take a long long long time to switch it off but nowdays i'm feeling weird. I dun do whati normally do. Like eveything is changing. I dont really bother calling or msging unless really needed. And i prefer being alone nowdays. Cause i get to think about only me and what i want when i'm alone. Just about me.(&______ )

And i dunno why i;m having this phrase running on my mind for the whole day.
' Butches can be real Bitches! '. Gosh its just runnig in my head. Hmm then i talked to my dear reddy on the phone. She actually studied by her own initiative today. Everything's weird today.

Yeah and reddy and i did discuss some stuff together. Thinking abt my fututre ahead. I dunno whether i should panick or worry or stay cool. As in its too complicated. I dunno why i cant get convinced in this. Its just at times i go i'll marry a dude for my dad and at times 'i'll marry a woman for myself'..too complicated. I mean am i supposed to just like swaying my arms and wait for the future to decide what's for me or i make the decision? i'm just scratching my head. It doenst help but just adds on to making my hair shorter.

Aiyo it has been months ever since i touched alcohol or smoked. Like i'm proud of myself and at the same time killing myself. Just trying to stay in the good side. I think i'll give up soon lah.

I really miss spending time talking on the phone wuth everyone. AMMA! okay i'm going crazy. So forget it. I'll just end my blog with this' I AM F***IN BORED! '.


hold my hand and, you'll never be lost


Thursday, September 17, 2009
10:55 PM

Sorry ppl. No time tp post so am just gonna post everything tomo one shot.
Enjoy ur day.=D

hold my hand and, you'll never be lost


THE DAY
12:02 AM


baby priyaa


simply us..

the ij fiesta picc

Okay..nothing much today. Justa normal day. Slept asap then hada good sleep. School was funn.
Ohmy Sindhu's birthday is coming up. I love her man. She's just a fit, right person anyone would one. Like the rest also, btu she is soo cutee and cutee and cutee. Okay she really is. But mixing with Mages too much led her to talk too too too much also. I dun like that part. But she really is funny.

Oh Kim's birthday is also on the same day. Kim is a nice girl. At times i try and imagine how she lives her life. Like a cool teenager and reponsible student and OUTSTANDING NETBALLER(by mrs champion). I thought last year that she was just the enjoying type but seriouslly she is hardworking and neat. Haha ok i'm being really random.Haha nvm.

I just heard that information about her thoughts towards me from her bestfriends. And ppl around me tell the same thing. As much as i dun wanna blog about this i cant resist from doing it. I discussed it with bro and she did make me think. Not really that much but yeah i thought for the day. We are always there for each others problems. Like i have a prb i go to her and so does she. The best.i love you bro.

I miss sam. Everyday she either calls me or msges me. I'll be like here it comes. But when she doesn't although i have quite a number of msges it seems empty. I realise i wanted to move away but couldnt and can't and maybe she is sad or upset abt it or something. She brightens my day even in the night. She is quiet, and a stupid at time(joking),she will forever whine and never talk properly. And warning when she gets angry put all your stuff away from here or it will be 19 km away the in the next few seconds. Haha whatever it is she is just an original piece in the sense like i've never seen anyone like her. She's the best. She never ever lets me take blame for anything and always makes me feel secure. If i insist she will be like" i'll come to boon keng now and slap you" and i'll just be like aiyahh. Hahah, sam sam sam..okay enough about her..too much abt her. this is my blog all abt meeeee....



I found a photo somemore deep deep in my laptop which me and my friends took for ij fiesta.So checkkit out and another one which i quite like. And a random baby picture of PRIYA.ohya she kinda hurt her leg and was abit handicapped for today. Hope she gets well soon.




Okay lah got nothing to write about me also. So yeah. Special day for bro today. And I wanna sleep now. So good night world.XD




hold my hand and' you'll never be lost


Tuesday, September 15, 2009
11:35 PM

Okay coming to today. It was an average day. I slept late last night(morning) again. I haven been sleeping properly so i fell asleep during class today. I tried my best to keep myself awake but couldnt. Thus, i seemed like a drunkard. Paisae leh. Then D n T woke me up. ILOVE it..<3 Hahah then had mt and school was over. Reddy is strong sial. Whoa she accidentally hit me until i felt that my nose was gonna fall from my face any moment. Whoa still aching.

Then as usual she came to me'sorry duka sorry duka' and i was super pist that i just pushed her. I felt bad so i went to talk to her and she was actually ok with it. I always mistake ppl without knowing if they are angry with me or not and get into alota problems all by MYSELF. i stress that word MYSELF Her kinda people are the ones whom make me survive. Gosh i can't imagine my life without em lah. Super boring and dead. Haha mini reflection. ----

Ok done. And yeah i din understand maths as usual. Well who does? Imma normal student too. I was so tired and sleepy that i slept in the bus and missed my stop. Shit lah. Hmm then i had to walk a long distance and finally reach home. Okay today was the opening ceremony of my piggy bank. I've had it for quite some time but i never , not even once, dropped any coin or cash in htere. And today suprisingly i did. Yay..

Alright i guess i better go to slp cause i wanna concentrate tomo propoerly. Love ya guys <3
hold my hand and, you'll never be lost


12:16 AM

Whoo am damn happy now like right NOW!! My stress gone, my sorrow gone, my joy come! Haha am going crazy. Ok yesterday(sunday) i slept at 4am and yogen woke me up at 5am. I was shaking my leg at himhile he was in the mission of waking me up. It felt good to be back too school but it felt bad to leave my bed. So i got ready for school and yeah it was kinda a good start. Refreshing i would say.

Then there was this old chinese uncle witha big big tummy and he was sleeping on the whole back row. I was like wadha hell?! went i saw him. The whole bus was so crowded and ya he was just sleeping lika mountain.So i was just listening to my hindhi songs and yeah i dunno how time passed but i reached school early today. Got some songs from nirmal and the school began.

Ce was ok. Ohya Mrs.Lakshmi went away for sometime and now its a new relief teacher. No comments about her. Then PE played badminton saw, yamuna . Then recess. Omg i really missed recess during the holidays. Saasmitha as usual upto her stupid crazy stuff. Priya and i were just talking then i went chasing after reddy. Oh and during science i gave the correct answers and my teacher appreciated me. Yay i'm so proud of myself. Angelin i made it XD

Then went with sindhu to macs for lunch and to popular. Went home at 5pm did my homework and statred on my script for drama. Planning to copy Kabhie Khushi Kabhie Gham story. Karan Johar dun wry i will keep up ur name. Haha okok. I think i've blogged enough. Love ya guysXD

hold my hand and, you'll never be lost


Monday, September 14, 2009
12:03 AM


Today was kinda an average day. I woke up at 12 pm. More of like my dad woke me up. We had to attend a naming ceremony. Tharun. That fella really is noisy-i heard. So woke up, watched tv. Prepared to leave at ard 1 pm. My dad warned me not to appear like a 'tomboy'. =) Its just me i cant help it. So came out of my room like a tomboy. Dad-looked up & down ,sighed. Too bad. So we left to jln tandrah. Ohmy i saw singh, ranveer singh. My family is really mixed up. Haha singhs, canadians , telugu oooo. Yeah i miss singh. He was damn cutee. I mean he's really grown up.

OKay so this is how it went. I took of my sneakers and stepped inside and everyone went "there comes durgan. we were finding for you. " 70% percent went 'thambi thambi' (brother) and my dad was just grinning. He couldnt realy do anyhting much. OK really my family has these two preety girls whom i always kinda get to see. There are preety but i've got no idea how i'm connected to em. They're both sisters and the elder one is preetier i guess. NO the younger one. Okay forget it. They both are. Still trying to figure their names. They always come with my fav patti. She's damn cute. I like talking to her. I feel like talking to a baby. qee-bee-chee

Haha then talked to all my relatives. It was fun. And oh kokki(aunty) , she was like damn skinny and now she's like bloated. I commented on her sixe and width to her and she pointed her middle finger and started boxing me. Haha it was fun. And yah Manmohan singh was shocked when he looked at me. He was like 'durgan !long time no see' . His beard did grow eventually. So i was busy with the babies and babes.

Later had lunch with my attai, she rawks and then my dad was like'vashini lets go home'. Everyone insisted me one staying and my dad gave me a stare like he was gonna slap me anytime soon. So i kept quiet and left. Was damn tired when i came home so slept till 7 pm and again yogen woke me up. He made me a cup of milo. I ironed my uniform and talked to tessa for a while on the phone.

After that ate hokkien mee for dinner. STRAIGHT ONLINE! And omg rani mukherjee is so cute.I've gotta picture of her as a singh.Look at her so cute.But so sorry rani KAJOL is the best. trying to sleep but can't . I have school tomo you see. So yeah. Gd night ppl. I guess i'll be online tomo night.Love ya



hold my hand, and you'll never be lost


Sunday, September 13, 2009
2:26 AM

I insist on destroying myself .
On destroying myself in you.
*whistles whistles*
If i were to tell you my true intentions
i'm sure they'll make you blush
If i make you hearmy heartbeat

i'm sure they'll leave you flushed

hold my hand, and you'll never be lost



XD
1:51 AM

Alright. Today(yest) was a real stay home saturday kinda day. I did not go out. Even to buy my food. I had my brunch at 4 pm and i was really damn lazy lah. Like omg school is gonna start next week.Shit. I guess this is gonna be mylast days spending enough time with my laptop, msn , facebook and blog. Don miss me guys(whoeva often chats with me). And basically to everyone , try to not contact me for small stuff. First cause of my bill. Gosh i can faint at my bill. $145. Die ah. Secondly i needa really study. EOY cuming up and i am not gonna lose my chance at any pointa time.
So yeah. You guys are considerate right. Important stuff better contact me or else the parang will land on ur head right in the middle okay. Haha , and yeah i do miss alota ppl. Ohya, ange helped me out with my new layout. I gave her the template and she did all the rest. Thanks bro.

And amir Khan can actully make it lah. But with Kajol , everthing is just out of focus okay. Haha she's just herself in career wise and life wise. Thats something not everyone has.
I watched "Hum Tum" in vasantham today. NOt bad ah rani mukherji. She can be an active one. And yah, omg am so waiting for her new movie 'Dil Boleh Hadippa' to come out on the 18 sept! So excited. But i doubt so that i can go and watch.Exam period. I wanna make my dad and bro proud ok.

I can always get the dvd. And this 'Chand Sifarish' song from Fanna. Its running in my head and ears. I am hearing it for the what?-30th time. Ever since i came online. Its Kajol's first film after her marriage i think.=) And rock on Kajol. Rani mukherji is super hot in her new movie which i earlier on mentioned.

I guess i'll blog daily.ONLY BOLG. To keep my dearies updated about me. That was gayy. Haha my gayy times. And some of yall must msg or call me up every night or else i'd die. You know who you are. Not mentioning names. I simply love you guys.

I'd love to upload the chand sifarish video song. But i think there is no way in blogeer for that. So yeah. I have no mood to find the lyrics either so yeah. And i'm re-thinking about deleting blogger cause i just changed my layout and stuff.So hmm. Let time pass then see how.Alright gonna chat for a while listen o the songs a few mpre times and get to bed. Trying to get over but its impossible.

hold my hand, and you'll never be lost


Saturday, September 12, 2009
9:47 PM

I HAVE NO IDEA TO BLOG ON ANYTHING! DAMN!


Thursday, September 10, 2009
11:18 PM

The guitar made by SanDisk. It was quite nice actually.i dunnoe for what reason
itss meeeee

ooo the robot wifa a gun. and that a fella staring at me.what his prb his scaring me!
Alright.Todayy was kinda nice day! First i managed to wake up before my dad called me. So yeahh beginning was fine so rest was fine too. Its cause i've been havin these prbs where he calls me and i call him and later on he will be like "whom were you on the phone wif ? Don lie ah!" and i'll be like " aiyoo appa no lah no. bye". So yeahh. Today when he called i answered and went "hi appa. i am awake you see. ok gotta get ready to go tpy now bye" Haha that was a good start actually i would say.
Then went near bro's place. Had tuition . Ok bro this is for you. he digestive syst.contains mouth, oseophagus, stomach, liver, small intestine, large intestine. Am studying science at this hour see. Whoa right! Haha anyway i came back home after tuition. Met another good brudder today. He always goes "u're ind and imma indian. so always have peace." Err new type i guess.
Then i got ready to go to the IT show at Suntec City.sg. I was suppoed to meet my uncle at 6.45 @ City hall(and city hall is 6 mins from my hse:D ) I was really so excited that i got ready at 5.30 and wemt omg time faster past. haha.Cause i done get ready very fast or even fast actually. I am at times quite fussy on how i look , and duh its City hall nobody would wanna dress up likka idiott! So did my hair, chose a nice shirt (more of like my fav) and tried to look more decent. Yeah. Than met my uncle and went to Suntec City. WOW trust me its a good one this year. I rmb going last year to get my laptop and this year to buy new stuff for my laptop. Haha i guess i'll be going the next time too.
And my unclee ; he always makes life easier for me(ange and those who came to my party,its not that gay one ok.!its the canada one). Even though he couldnt make it on the day i was buying my laptop he sent his friend to help me out. Damn nice and he always gets me the best thing i never imagined i would get. Everytime i overnight at my grandma's place, he for sure gets me KFC or Macs or Pizza. Its a damn sure thing one. He understands me alot. He will allow me to use his com like for what till 5 am or the whole day.or whenever i ask him. He never cares abt the bill.
Then he will always help me with my software and whenever i ask him something he gets it for me. Like when i was in P5 i asked him justa nike bottle and he got me a nike bottle, nike pencilcase, nike band, nike small bag and etc. I gave the pencilcase to sathish.the rest was all like gonee during the shifting house process.SHIT! i used to treasure them okayy.Haha and yeah he did take good care of me. For his wedding he got me this dress(DONT LAUGH!!) for $(censored) specially done somemore. And he doesn't really me being a GUY. He will be like nvm lah. You know whats best for you. He even got me a suit for his wedding. abit werid though but yeah. My dad will go mad at him and be like" He's the one spoiling herr" and i'll be sitting there like an angel! Haha ok enough abt him.
Then bought some stuff and came back home. Tomo (in a few minutes) is PRIYA RAJ'S bitrhday! Haha joing her at pizza for lunch and hopee to hafa great time with everyone.
Others- no comments.
And yeah so today was good.Hope i hafa nice day tomo. I LOVE EVERYONE SO PEACE ! and check out some photos i took today and a nice guitar.(i have one with singapore's first robot.i think and a fella was staring at me so i got scared=) )Enjoy em. and and I JUST WISHED PRIYA AND AM THE FISRT WHOO!damn the blogger is always getting the time and date wrong.just so annoying





1:09 AM

Alright. Am running outa stuff to blog and i'm planning to stop blogging abt that stuff. So yeah, most probably i will be just blogging about the day. I had quite headache today(more like yesterday, causa timing) . Went near bro's place for tuition. Actually more of like talking about stuff. We really hada good time discussing stuff and for me : getting to really know what people had donee. Yeah hope she takes the best decision. Good luck bro, love ya. Than went to KFC. Bought my lunch more of like BRUNCH haha and than left to see my friend. Later came home and really couldn't control my temptation to not touch my laptop. And i was invited to join my uncle to the IT show @ suntec. I accepted too cause needed to buy some stuff for my laptop. Than hada great chat wuth Sindhu. I really miss her mann. She used to be the best listener i've ever had. But now not a good listener anymore cause she mix too much with Mages and started talking more. So now i have to do the listening.-.-.Lol. And yeah we planned to meet up on Sat and do some revision. She was the one who really helped me to pass maths by going through with me just for 2 dayss. Great rightt? Haha and yeah i can go on speaking aboutt her. She's just so cutee and weird(not really). Haha yeah. I kept asking reddy to call me later on later on later on wheneva she called me today. I was watching Taare Zamin Peer.the boy was cute, very talented. Yeah then just went looking for songs and the day eventually past. Karan Johar should really thank to everyone in KKHH and KKKK. they brought him great success. Rock on ppl. And quite a number of unwanted things happened today.Not really good.That's all abt that. I'm not gonna say anymore.=) So yeah my dayy past.Planning to call bro and ask abt her feast and really talk to her. She rocks okay. And ya impt! SAM GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS ! STUDY HARD, DO WELL AND RMB I ALWAYS LOVE YOU! Sam really is a nice girl. She makes life nicer for me. I simply love her blurrness! Rock on sam.! OK guys(to whoeva's readin this). Wanna Sleep early today atleast!


Wednesday, September 9, 2009
12:59 AM

Rani Mukherjee looks like a india school girl ,without makeup on her.
Aishwarya Rai looks like rara Kumar without makeup(congrats kumar).
Kartina still is preety without makeup on her.
Kareena Kapoor looks like a man with no makeup on
Priyanka Chora looks like a mum with no makeup
Deepika Padukone looks preety with no makeup=)
Bipasha Basu looks like Megan Fox=) without makeup!!
Manisha Koirala looks like an innocent girl next door with no makeup.
Kajol looks like a holy preety girl with no makeup(i am biased cause she's my favv)
OH DAMN SHREYA LOOKS AWSOME JUST HERSELF CAUSE SHE IS
`MY WIFE ONLY MINE!~


Tuesday, September 8, 2009
12:06 AM

I wish i was a bird. With wonderful wings.
I'll fly to you wherever you are.
Be beside you.
Love you

I wish i was a fish. I'll swim to reach you.
I swim under your reflection
Under you i'll
Love you

I wish i was your shadow.Exactly like you.
Always surround you with love,care & affection
Being another part of you i'll
Love you

I wish i was your eyes.Giving you light.
Allow you to only see love
With them you'll see paradise & i'll
Love you

I will be the air.
Allowing you to take in all the best i have.
Breathe only love care & affection
I'll just love you forever with all my soul.

Its lright if i become as my wishes
cause your love certainly makes me up as;
Your love as the wings cuddling me.
Your love that works like fins to move me foward
Your love that protects me like a shadow
YOur love that shows me the perfect vision
Your love that allows me to live
Its only your love that makes me live.
ohmy darling iloveyou.
Your love shows me the wonderful heaven on earth


Monday, September 7, 2009
1:17 AM



Aaj Ke Ladke I Tell You Kitne Lallu What To
DoAaj Ke Ladke I Tell You Kitne Lallu What
To DoKoi Mujhe Poocche How Are You Koi Mujhe
Bole How Do You DoKabhi Koi Mujhse Na Kahe
Oh My Darling I Love YouOh My Darling
I Love YouOh My Darling I Love You



Aaj Ki Ladki I Tell You Nakhre Waali Sun Le
TuAaj Ki Ladki I Tell You Nakhre Waali Sun Le
TuNa Mein Poocho How Are You Na Main Bolu
How Do You DoAbhi Yahin Main Kehta Hoon Oh
My Darling I Love YouOh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love YouAaj Ke Ladke I Tell
You Kitne Lallu What To Do

Roj Milo Chupke Chupke Pyaar Karen Chupke
Chupke Hum Roj Mile Chupke Chupke Pyaar Karen
Chupke Chupke Main Kab Kissi Se Darta Hoon Main
To Tumpe Marta HoonMain Kaise Yeh Maanon Chal
Mera Haath Pakad LeLo Haath Padkad Ke Main Bolon
Oh My Darling I Love YouOh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love YouAaj Ke Ladke
I Tell You Kitne Lallu What To Do

Achcha To Chalo Pyaar Karen Saath Samundar
Paar KarenAchcha To Chalo Pyaar Karen Saath
Samundar Paar KarenTere Saath Na Aaoo Main
Raaste Mein Doob Na Jaaon MainPyaar Mein Jo
Doob Gaye Yaar Wohi To Paar HuveAisa Hai To
Sun Soniya
Oh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love YouAaj Ke Ladke I Tell You
Oh My Darling I Love YouAaj Ki Ladki I Tell You


Na Mein Poocho How Are You Na Mein Bolo
How Do You DoAbhi Yahan Hum Kehte Hai
Oh My Darling I Love YouOh My Darling I Love You
Come On Everybody Sing With Me
Oh My Darling I Love YouOh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love YouOh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love YouOh My Darling I Love You



this song ca n make me damn f***ing
overjoyed like nothing on earth! YAY!
Am really damn damn damn damn

happy. Happy is not the exact word kay
its something more really far beyond that
and you're the reason!
OH MY DARLING I LOVE YOU!
she made me do this.
i really love her. i' so sorry
not giving up but just reducing my volume and
be silent. ohmy darling i loveyou!

overjoyed and am falling heads over heals


Wednesday, September 2, 2009
6:28 PM

HEY PPL,

like how i stated in my msn i guess my ego as been activated.
I feel so ego. Especially to the one you like.Why?Hmm, perhaps
i am an ordinary human too. I guess thats the problem. I feel
so freaked out. What am i doing, okay. GIRLS ARE NOT
IMPORTANT! NOT AT ALL !
okay fine except for a
few and the list is quite long, so forget it! And yeah i
love Kal Ho Naa Ho also=D
okay lah. i'm really lazy too blog so that's it


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