Hold my hand- Love

Sunday, October 4, 2009

9:47 PM

There i come.. today was kinda good /bad. I was planning many things which can be fit into a word STUDY, but i did everything except studying. so dead.ok leave that .

I am strating to like vasantham for its good sense of telecasting nicer movies , like dhoom and the telugu movie they telecasted today. its getting better. keep up and move higher! ohmy i've gotta tamil song phrase stuck in my head.its kinda nice, soothing and relaxing! yay

whatever we do, we do it in style.
john abraham(i hope i spelt it correctly) rocks.
he's got real style eh.
was watching sivaji and the part where he goes pandi than kuttama will come and singam will come alone ,made me remember somet things and laugh. haha.

Dey vijay antony you really got some things wrong in your head, or your tamil power really sucks. Cmon lah, singaporean indians speak tamil very nicely and even words which are not used there are used here? That's the worst thing he could have done to embarass himself and show the 'fakeness' of praising sg. -.- !

And i was expecting vicknesh to win lah.sivabalan does freak me out and scare me AT TIMES.
and i rmb seeing vick in bugis with sam and bro while shopping for my bdae. rmb guys?
yeah thats all. gonna go for some time. exams starting and more focusing is required.time to choose the nore impt one for now.talk less; do more.it works! tata

Friday, October 2, 2009

10:11 PM

Alright.i'm trying to get things perfect nowdays. I think certainely after a misunderstanding only a relationship gets stronger. =) i love you brother & you know that. I did a mistake right here and i'll apologise right away here. i am sorry.

sugh. today was rather fun and thinking abt the fun makes me sigh again. I WANNA STAY IN REDDY"S HSE!! I WAN I WAN. haha we had super duper fun in her room lah.i guess its the first time i went alone with reddy to her hse. i was super tired and sleeping in her bed and she did many many things to wakr=e mee up but failed. then she had no choice but to push me down and i hit my bum and head.-.-. then i was tickling her till she started kicing me and iu was like literally biting her. haha omg i cant imagine i started the biting thing also laah.aiyoo.

haha talked to sam and bro for A WHILE just now. had dinner. facebooked. read blogs. and now bloggng. a bit sa that can't watch dil bole hadippa.=( but i wanna watch vettaikaran. ANUKSHA!<3!!hahah.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

5:34 PM

REDBULL'S JUST SO AWSOME.

5:18 PM

Okay. I am planning to not link anybody aready lah. Its like so many ppl change their add and when i go to their lnik only i get to know that their link has expired or wdv shit. And when i tried to delete all the links ,i almost got my blogger deleted.haha

okay maybe i'm the normal human afterall. its just that when i get angry and nobody consoles me on the spot i do something really stupid.i dunnoe why.its just like that ,i part of me. my temper has always been leading me to things i and others never imagined could be done. quite ashamed. and i was just being an asshole.and i'm afraid things wouldn't be the same. but i've got some reasons to back me up which i guess would help.

And emm. pls dun try msging me cause i can assure you you wont get a reply till friday. promise. but i never ever decline or disapproce of any chats.=)

i wish things will become alright and the same. blogging abt things is just not the solution. just have to let my head fall south and be silent. I still love you.

And talking abt love..hmm.. forget it lah. ur're just pissingme off.

And ange's dialogue whenever she's me
Ange: durga i din do anything ____ is just ____.
me: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
ange: you laugh so gayy
me:still laughing like mad
ange:puthagam ellam kadavul mathiri.(books are like god)[sacarastic]
me: hahahaha ( even more gay)

i just keep on blaming indians for everything i so dunnoe why.despite being an indian, i find some thiings they do totally stupid and embarassing. aiyoo.
=)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

time

11:47 PM

Gosh why is everyone moving to tumblur??? -.-
my hair is growing too fast. and i don like that.
exams. exams. exams. kadavulae. i just hate this time.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

11:21 PM

Guyss msn spoilt/jammed. I give up trying several times too.So techincally gonna be away for weeks unless tasks and assignments are given.Damn tired. Lacking of sleep and i wanna finish my eoy's before anything else. Sarah Sahi rocks and so does kajol(being random) but i've no other way to communicate other than fb which i'm quite bored of too.Haha , alright that's it and ppl stay good. Durga

hold my hand and, you'll never be lost

Monday, September 21, 2009

10:45 PM

Hokay..today was a very very fast day.I remember waking up at 10.30am and and now os 10.57pm. Time really can past very well. Especially this year. So was at patti's (grandma's) place today. I brought here down to relax for a while. She's too bored at home , and makes alota noise. Then took my lunch at 2. And started using my laptop.

Trust me the minute i start using my laptop, i'll take a long long long time to switch it off but nowdays i'm feeling weird. I dun do whati normally do. Like eveything is changing. I dont really bother calling or msging unless really needed. And i prefer being alone nowdays. Cause i get to think about only me and what i want when i'm alone. Just about me.(&______ )

And i dunno why i;m having this phrase running on my mind for the whole day.
' Butches can be real Bitches! '. Gosh its just runnig in my head. Hmm then i talked to my dear reddy on the phone. She actually studied by her own initiative today. Everything's weird today.

Yeah and reddy and i did discuss some stuff together. Thinking abt my fututre ahead. I dunno whether i should panick or worry or stay cool. As in its too complicated. I dunno why i cant get convinced in this. Its just at times i go i'll marry a dude for my dad and at times 'i'll marry a woman for myself'..too complicated. I mean am i supposed to just like swaying my arms and wait for the future to decide what's for me or i make the decision? i'm just scratching my head. It doenst help but just adds on to making my hair shorter.

Aiyo it has been months ever since i touched alcohol or smoked. Like i'm proud of myself and at the same time killing myself. Just trying to stay in the good side. I think i'll give up soon lah.

I really miss spending time talking on the phone wuth everyone. AMMA! okay i'm going crazy. So forget it. I'll just end my blog with this' I AM F***IN BORED! '.

hold my hand and, you'll never be lost